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CRASH...BANG, SLAM!!!....((hushed and hurried sweeping))...cough...BOOM!!!!...ccccrrrreeaaaakkkk [Jan. 16th, 2009|09:10 am]
[Current Location |apt]
[mood |creative]
[music |West Wing]

Helloooo????

Does anyone still check this...judging by the condition of things, I will take that as a no...nonetheless every year since I've last posted a certain someone ((eyes jump to the far corner of the room...okay across the street at a nondescript office building full of huddled up cubicles and underpaid techies...)) points out to me how long its been since I last made use of this, the last relic of earlier, previously naive, and not so educated (jacksonized, seduced by lizotte, tortured by kaloudis accent, and gpa-sunk by patrice...or whatever whimsical euphamism you so choose for your riv experience...lol) lives. 

((sweep, sweep, sweep...CRASH...vacuuming sounds...I have now run out of descriptors...errr...adjectives...))

Sorry for the early cynacism, I seem to have missed some dusty cobwebby spots of the room...((contented sigh)) now the sun can shine on in and with each sparkling ray bring some happiness back into this place.  Did y'all miss me????  No, well I will go on pretending as though you did anyways, because the glass is a tenth full...lol...

I was watching West Wing yesterday, and I was inspired towards a new goal...becoming mother theresa with first strike capability...okay that was simply a quote from the show, but I felt the need to share it with all of you...seeing as I want to free Tibet...which reminds me...

Back to work I go on my letter b...I mean my thank you notes...toodalooos!!!!!!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Mar. 28th, 2007|10:18 am]
HAPPY TEN MONTHS LOVIE!!!!

MUAH MUAH HUGGLE HUGGLE
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So the Leprechaun within has come without! [Mar. 22nd, 2007|05:23 pm]
[Current Location |The Cheery Sunshiney Room of Joy]

Greetings my fellow earthlings

It appears we have all at last come crawling on our hands and knees out from the cold, blistery cave of winter and into that greater, warmer, brighter world of spring. It's a glorious realm of time where one may find oneself smiling for no apparent reason, whistling a jolly tune, or having a gay old time just walking around out of doors.

The birds are whistling their symphonies, every smile seems to be a little brighter than before, music seems a tad richer, flowers are beginning to bud and bloom, and the trees will soon get back their glorious rich cloaks of green. The squirrels will return to their nut-gathering and little children squeal with delight at the thought of soon rolling down lush, green hills.

It is truly tragic though that for some, this is not such a gloriously cheery time. For some puke at the mere thought of such happiness and unadulterated glee. There are simply those who are not of the nature to find, see, and hear the joy of the spring season. For these people, we will keep in our prayers and help to try and introduce them to cheerier times.

Well that is all for now my dearest friends and strangers. I hope you found this littel trifle of a letter simply endearing and delightful. I bid you adieu, and good night.

Sincerely Cheery,
The Leprechaun
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quiz, etc. [Mar. 21st, 2007|11:26 am]
taking a quick break from the world of unit plan...

lunch...food...yummy...

recycling committee...we'll see how that goes

classes...should go smoothly...

campus services committee...should go smoothly...myriv and snow-clearing issues...minor things...lol...

time with kaitlyn today...:):)...

hopefully maybe have car back by tonight?...we'll see...

laters y'all...have fun and enjoy the sunshiney bright cheeriness out there!!! it'll be winter again in 7-8 months!!!!  lol
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It's a Beautiful, Glorious Sunshiney Day [Mar. 1st, 2007|12:39 pm]
Ah...::breaks into a Barry White song:: Spring is in the air, everywhere I look around, Spring is in the air, In every sight and sound...::trails off into mumbles with a sleepish grin on face::...sorry, I digress.

Kudos to the dastardly, yet clever, writer of the previous post. Well done, almost genuine Michael Keene-like work there. I'll gladly rescind my claims on controlling the world, its just not in line with my delicate, yet perfect balance of happiness and cheer. Too many unhappy things when one person controls the world, especially if they are not well-experienced in such things, and have limited knowledge of various cultures and the sort.

Life is well, life is sweet, around every corner is a new piece of joy for me to meet! Things are going well in life, now that I know what I need to do. Life, glorious, sweet, life! What a wretched whore the world has made of you! I will restore you to your glorious marble pedestal in due time. Return you to your proper place in this world.

Well back to my 20 oz of Diet Pepsi and waiting for that Peter fellow, what a fine chap he is. Jolly good...well cheery-o!
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Funny Thing Happened on the way to the...the...um...I forgot...lol [Feb. 28th, 2007|09:48 pm]
Me so dum...::vereasft=brain fart::...lol

How-diddley-doody neighbarooonies!!!! PRAISE THE LORD!!!! Don't mind that, just remaind mesmerized by bright, glorious, flowing golden locks. And, yes, before you ask I recently finished 4 1/2 slices of Rustic Pepperoni Pizza and a 24 oz bottle of Diet Mountain Dew. Now, now, I'm ready to ::in big booming voice:: RULE THE WORLD!!!! MWHAHAHAHAHA. Raining down upon will be endless streams of joy, excitement, enthusiasm, cheer, warmth, and oodles of noodles...lucky noodles that is! ::bright, cheesy, used-car salesman smile::. I'm like a happy-face pancake without the pancake and a human body attached! Isn't that an ingenious thought! Almost as ingenious as that A- I got on a midterm I didn't I had until he passed it out! Lol, funny, wasn't it? Except, it isn't a joke, but still funny. Almost as funny as the jokes as my inner child is cracking again. Like that one about your mom...I mean...You heard nothing ::nods head::, yup absolutely nothing. Just like you didn't hear Gorvin moaning in a certain Dr...lalalalala...take me to a happy place...take me to a happy place...ah, candy canes and leprechauns, oh and the sun smiling down upon me. That's much better. So much better. I like being bathed in warmth, don't you? Isn't it just deeee-lightful? Feel it in envelop your very being, feel touch every deep, dark, cynical corner of your soul until...until, well, until you're just like me. There, now isn't that better? I thought so, it isn't so bad having your own microcosm...it allows you to get in touch with your inner child, literally. The inner child can have so much wisdom...
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What a Beautiful Morning...Waaa-aaahhh (in high-pitched voice)...::whistles a happy tune:: [Feb. 28th, 2007|08:34 am]
[Current Location |the club room]

Good Morning to all of you who find themselves as blessed to know me as I feel to be me...and a Good Morning to those of who don't! It's bright and warm (relatively speaking of course, it does help to have my own microcosm) outdoors and there is a promise being held for a glorious day of productivity, happiness, and many blessings! Aaaah (that was a sigh...lol), and to not have caffeine in my system yet, just the own bubbly warmth of my inner joy of my inner child, I hope it makes everyone as happy as it is making me today.

Well back to work I go, I will see most of you today, and for those who I don't catch, God Bless and I'm sure at some point in time we can sit down over a hot cup of tea and biscuits and chit-chat away an afternoon. For those I will see today may my beaming smile be a beacon to you and lend you some warmth and happiness today. I love you lovie dearest schnookum pie! Muah!
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sigh...::collapses on invisible bed:: [Feb. 22nd, 2007|03:50 pm]
I am soooo tired....i need a few days to recuperate...i just dont know where they're going to come from...such is college...lol...

Yesterday I walked into a midterm I didn't know I had and had to put together a mini-presentation in fifteen minutes because I forgot about it...but it all turned out well and my stress levels at the time taught me the mean nasty lesson of forgetfulness...lol

I've been feeling a tad under the weather all day...I have no idea why...almost as if I tried to eat a big meal right now it wouldn't go very well...lol...sigh...

I could use a full night's rest...

Well at least I'm having fun....weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! back i go to work...
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It's a chance to fix mistakes [Feb. 12th, 2007|08:50 am]
[Current Location |the Ministry]
[music |All American Rejects]

A lot has gone wrong over the past couple weeks...a lot...but I know what needs to be done to get it all back on track. It shouldn't have gotten to this point to begin with, but I let my emotions get the best of me one last time, and here I find myself. I could stand here writing about it's this person's fault, or how this person shouldn't have said that, but in the end it all comes down to the fact that I didn't have to react in the manner I did. I too often try to fight against things that are better off just left riding the tide as they go by me. I get too defensive too often. I'm also a bit too systematic in how I run things, I realize this now. I tend to ignore other's feelings and concerns when trying to meet a deadline or make sure something gets done. I would use the past tense on those last couple things but they aren't things that change overnight, they take work. Hopefully I haven't started too late for too many people, hopefully.

Well back to work I go...Mary Ellen will be here in a few minutes...toodles.
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I'm feeling vague...very vague... [Feb. 7th, 2007|05:57 pm]
sometimes people mistake responding to a request with taking an opportunity to launch a personal attack...funny how that happens...funny...
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indubitibly...something like that! [Feb. 1st, 2007|04:48 pm]
[Current Location |the club room]

right mike, right...that would be crappy english grammar...i think its just your lack of spelling ability...but who am i anyways to make that assessment...

HHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Howdy folks and step right up! Step right up to the ride of a lifetime! The one, the only, the wacky, the zany, the crazy, the giddy, candy cane filled land of CHHHHEEEEERRRRINESSSSS!!!! ::Cue cheesy game show music::

::IN A REALLY FAST MUNCHKIN-LIKE VOICE:: The owner and guide of this ride are in no way liable for any, and all, medical issues that may occur after the ride. They are in no way life-threatening (unless of course the occasional dose of suicidal-levels of happiness just don't work for you, or your allergic to cheeriness, which in that case I pity you poor soul(s)). Some side effects may include, but are not limited to, happiness-induced vomiting/nausea, an "on-the-clouds" feeling, any sunshine-like glowing, and the inability to erase that hideously creepy smile off your face. We now resume the ride...

WELCOME BACK!!! ARE you ready for a life-changing experience?!?! An opportunity to blow down those walls of anger and stress?!?! To wipe aways those un-happy tears?!?! To free yourself from wearing dark clothing all the time?!?! Well have we got the ride for you!

You will be taken away to an enchanted land where everything shines and everyone smiles. Where roads are paved with gold, and it does occasionally rain candy from the sky. A world where the word sad does not exist in anyone's vocabulary. Where everyone knows your name ::momentarily breaks into song, but with better singing ability than Mike Gorvin::. Where candy canes are a people and leprechauns do not hog all the gold for their little bitty Irish green selves! All you have to do, after making sure you meet the height requirement of course, is step over that little red line and leave your worries behind! So c'mon down and give it a try!!!!!!


On a side note...I LOVE YOU KAITLYN I LOVE YOU KAITLYN I LOVE YOU KAITLYN
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::knock, knock::...::no response::...::pushes door open a little...CCRREEAKKK::..::woops...:: [Jan. 25th, 2007|04:39 pm]
[mood |productive]

So this semester looks to be a bit more productive and less stressful than the last.

Classes will be challenging, but very doable. A lot of work, but easy work.

Work...well is work...it's Cumby's after all. Don't care for the fact that my boss isn't giving me the three days a week I requested, but I understand. I also don't care for the fact that I could get blamed for something I didn't do. But time should resolve that issue.

Clubs are getting off to a productive start. History club and SMG will begin this evening. Lots to do but plenty of good people to help out and get things done quickly.

SGA, as usual is a relatively uphill battle. But that is how it should be, nothing worthwhile usually comes without a fight.

And in other news...I'm back...in...Campus Ministry. I am the Campus Ministry Recycling Effort Coordinator.

Yeah...not much else to say.

I love you buncha bunches lovie dearest kaitlyn...muah and huggles
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(no subject) [Dec. 20th, 2006|03:46 pm]
(\__/) This is Bunny.
(='.'=) Copy, and paste bunny onto your LJ.
(")_(") Help Bunny gain World Domination

thought i'd pass that one on

so far, all so good

Classroom Management: A
-good course, good professor, bad habit of cancelling course last second

International Relations & Politics: A-
-exciting & compelling topics, excellent professor (it was Dr. K after all)

Modern China: A-
-another fun & exciting course with Dr. K

Beyond Rel. Fundamentalism: A
-interesting course, not necessarily a great presentation in class of topics all the time, rambling professor...good times

Spanish Culture: B
-Profe you are the bane of my existence...and dont worry I'll get the twenty dollars to you soon...at somepoint......maybe...i think...fun movies and music...damn shame i cant write or speak the language all that well anymore

in other news...I LOVE KAITLYN...muah...hugs...

Merry Christmas to you all, Happy Yule to Angela, Happy Hanukah (I've temporarily lost my ability to spell) to Joe, Happy Holidays to all my atheist buddies, and a Happy New Year to all
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My Xmas Stocking [Dec. 14th, 2006|05:34 pm]
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my xmas stocking )
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lots of things on my mind, little time to say them, but a blank page before me layeth [Dec. 10th, 2006|06:17 pm]
[Current Location |the club room]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |tv chatter]

let me start off by saying that if you ask someone not to do something, and then you go and do that very same something yourself, does that not make you a hypocrite?...well here's my suggestion: go to a quiet, secluded place with a pen and a blank journal...spend some time thinking and writing about your actions...if upon reaching your conclusion you have not realized the errancy in your ways...STAY IN THAT SECLUDED PLACE, so as not to make yourself anymore of a hypocrite than you already are...make sense to you all?...:)

lots of fun today at christmas chorale...my oddly crappy driving...i seem to have gotten pretty bad at the van thing...however, the alignment was rather off...so then again it was good all things considered...very nice nuns...good food...good sugar cookies...:)...time with my love...no not you mike...:)

not sure how my spanish group meeting is going to go...its either going to be a smashing success or a dismal failure...hopefully the first because I don't have time tonight or tomorrow for the second...

two of the three riv vans are down?...indefinitely?...and no notice of this from p-safety?...must email joe about this...maybe a cc to raz?...nah, just joe...for now...

holiday party tonight...apparently its a rather large shindig...im excited...but dissapointed i can only make it for a half-hour...

got my red sox seat covers on today...im excited...their fuzzy...so comfy...thank you my lovely lovely girlfriend...:)

i should get up and start heading to mass...i just dont feel like it yet...

then again just sitting here and not trying is probably not going to build up my motivation/inspiration to move...lol...

had lots of fun in nyc with kaitlyn love and accomplice (who mustnt be named due to public nature of this lj)...there was a museum involved...and a bizarre expensive deli...a charmin bathroom...and some making out in front of a church...including a contest with a certain other couple...lol

once this spanish stuff is out of the way i can breathe a great sigh of relief...i just have to make a prop for my presentation and catch up on all my journal entries...which shouldnt be too bad...

so far my grades are lining up a lot better than they were at mid-term...so that allows me to relax...

did i mention i love my girlfriend :):):)

good night, good luck, good life

allow me to leave you all with this:

Kaitlyn: CRAP!
Brittany (5-year old cousin of Kaitlyn): That's such a nice word!


Brittany (later that evening): Jesus was such a nice girl.


lol!
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::knock, knock::...::cracks door open a little and peeks in::...::meekly:: hello?... [Nov. 21st, 2006|03:37 pm]
[Current Location |the Club Room(a.k.a my personal office...lol,jk)]
[music |dead eerie silence...bad things happen in dead eerie silence]

It's been so long since I last updated, I feel so wierd doing so. Like I'm crashing a party or something. Well if this is a party, it seems a bit on the dapper side of things. I guess then that is why you folks like having me around, unless..., nah.

So I spent the entirety of yesterday writing my Dr. K Modern China paper and finished about 45 minutes before class. Not only did I call out of work for yesterday on Sunday but I was going to skip my Classroom Management course at 4, however I was spared in doing that by class being cancelled. I think the paper will come out fine, B material, perhaps a tad higher. Not my best work, but what can you expect in one day.

Today was try not to fall asleep in Honors day, followed by some flyer-making, and then the prayer service, or as Dr. K put it "..sent to Iraq,"...lol. I have since just relaxed and waited/waiting for my 4 o'clock class (Spanish Film) which I have yet to watch the movie or listen to the music. I could have listened to the music if I had my notebook with me...but that is at home...or somewhere. So I'm going to class in my Che shirt, hidden under my jacket until towards the end of class so not to draw attention to myself from Profe which will require speaking entirely in Spanish, which quite possibly would be the greatest miracle of the week, and included in that judgement is finishing my paper yesterday.

Next week is a very busy week for myself. My goal over the break is to do my Classroom Management Presentation for Monday and get at least half of my Dr. K Intern'l Relations paper done (6+ pages that means). Do the presentation on Monday and then skip Dr. K (which requires some interesting maneuvering...not sure how that's going to work yet) to go out to eat with Kaitlyn (it's her birthday). Then that night stay up as late as I have to, to finish my Dr. K paper (which means I'll probably skip honors...dunno yet). Tuesday will then consist of going to IR and handing the paper in and then lunch with Kaitlyn (it's our 6 months anniv.) and then Spanish class (for this class I will be prepared...which means I will start catching up the 7 or so journal entries I have yet to do). Tuesday night history club meeting, dinner with Kaitlyn, work on Spanish journal entries. Wednesday work and then Honors paper with Gorvs and BC in the Club Room and SGA. Thursday Honors, IR, a little more Spanish stuff and then work. Friday free time, a.k.a Love Kaitlyn Time (don't you just melt at that title, I know I do :)). Saturday morning watch Spanish film and more Spanish stuff (if needed at this point) and work on Classroom Management Plan.

Gah...am I dead yet?...or at least has this already all happened and I'm just deranged?...something like that...I sense an all-nighter...maybe two...but after two more weeks of courses I have a finals week that only consists three exams (one of which is a take home). One of the other two projects is a group project presentation and then the other course I have nothing due for.

Well off I go to Spanish...adios, toodles, peace...however you like to hear see ya' lata'...
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(no subject) [Nov. 7th, 2006|01:24 pm]
[Current Location |the club room]

Write a journal entry for this meme with six random facts about yourself. Then pick six people off your friends list and tag them - no tag backs. These rules should be included in your entry.

1. I have the most amazing girlfriend ever who is taking me out to dinner tonight...:):)
2. I am the Ass. Manager of Scumby's
3. I am more liberal than people give me credit for...it's probably because I'm somewhat of a realist...odd combination some would say...
4. I accidentally slept past my alarm Sunday...causing massive chaos and destruction...
5. I am still waiting for that soundtrack to come in the mail
6. I'm so exhausted I don't think I'm going to be able to do the all-nighter(s) I so desperately will need to pull off...


Well off I go to get started on my to-do list...
1) Interview questions, email interviewee
2) Spanish music & film (listen to music & start getting caught back up on journals)
3) Email Caitlyn Russell in an attempt to meet with her tonight to go over the speech for MUN
4) History Club Agenda...
5) I need to go get van availability dates from p-Safety first...
6) Research Carolyn Anne Thomsen and Write a little essay
7) Study for International Relations
8) Honors paper outline...I actually want to finish it by Saturday sometime
9) Start researching Dr. K papers (note the plurality...I have two of them...one due on the 20th the other due the 21st) and start typing

...well I'll stop there so I can get started...

wish me luck...:)
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(no subject) [Nov. 2nd, 2006|09:56 am]
[Current Location |club room]
[music |npr]

about my accent )

life has been...interesting to say the least of late...too much work, not enough relax time is what it comes down to...relax time with my love to be more exact...so on friday i will be informing my boss i need to go back to 32 hours a week (if not more like 28) for the sake of my sanity...and no more working until ten one night and working at 5 the next morning...gah...

russell and i rocked the dion center last night country style...singing she thinks my tractor's sexy and then going back up to an impromptu rendition of honky tonk badonkadonk...lol...it was great...cant wait 'til the next karaoke night...lol...

well back to other things in life...such as tormenting those of you with weak stomachs with my talk of love and cheeriness...the bubbles of warmth and love that i live in, the talking palm trees, the oh-so friendly candy canes, and a new (seasonal) addition to the bunch the fab-tabolous psychadelic color-changing turkey!...and yes i speak gobble from time to time...dont you roll your eyes and mutter under your breath mike gorvin...i see you doing that as you read this...nothing escapes me...things may escape my mind, but not me...dont ask...government experiments...top secret stuff...or maybe im just crazy...well im going to continue on with my life in my world where im always right...one of my favorite worlds...lol...good day all
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the world...::shakes head::...gah...::slams head::... [Oct. 29th, 2006|11:47 am]
[Current Location |the club room]
[mood | amused]
[music |Incubus- "Beware!Criminal"]

http://news.yahoo.com/s/nm/20061027/od_nm/life_coke1_dc_1

I mean I like fried foods, but that's just a bit too far...how many do we need out there in the world?...sure it's clever, but I would never award someone the title of ingenius for such a creation...a creation that will do nothing more than lead to a few dozen more heart attacks in the statistics, or few thousand more cavities in the teeth of the innocent...why?

thats all on that one...

other than this disturbance here, everything in life is going fine...i do feel a bit cramped for time with the realization i only have a couple of weeks or so to write three papers...one of which i dont even have a topic for...but other than that all is well...i love my kaitlyn!!!!!

...i miss my kaitlyn...she went home for the weekend...::tear::...

well back to neoliberalism research on venezuela...
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